Hmm.. Long time never come here to blog oready.. Kinda abit lazy and nth to blog about.. Yea.. That's why my blog are only updated after a period of time.. Hahz.. Yea.. My apologies to those who frequent drop by my blog and hope to see some update but end up to disappoint you instead.. Really sorry..

Hmm.. 3rd week of poly life.. Well... ... Poly life is kinda slack yet busy.. Hmm... How should I put it.. Well.. Slack because of the subjects that we had per day.. If like secondary school subjects,we will be only considered studying bout 3 subjects per day.. Lolx.. Kinda slack huh.. For the busy.. Hahz.. The projects.. Kinda got 4-5 projects.. Not really big ones but could kills if not properly done.. Cause our semester result are from there.. And attendance.. Written test I think very little percentage only.. Yea..

So far my class is still fine.. Tho there are some smell of gunpowder.. But is ok.. Cause just some small attitude incident.. Lolx.. Im suppose our class will still be united no matter what.. Yea.. Only my class from ECCE course move around the campus in a class.. Almost.. Lolx.. Yea.. Unbelievable right.. Lolx.. :P

For school work.. Everybody is working so hard.. Only me kinda slack.. =x Lolx.. Yea.. Gotta buck up le.. Not least... ... Now I don't play that much BF2 le ok.. :P Yea.. But I still can adapt to poly life and can catch up fast.. Xcept fot maths.. The killer.. I don't know that engineering maths = C maths.. @.@ WTH.. Lolx.. Kinda compilcated.. But nvm.. I shall master it.. :D Impossible is nothing.. Lolx.. :P The rest of the things regarding my course are fun.. Practical.. Project.. Computer programming.. Playing with "spiders" and resistor or capacitor.. Kinda fun.. Lolx.. Play while we learn.. :D Like playhouse like that.. :P

For my TKD.. Gonna take part in poomse competition le.. Have to learn Dan 1 to 4 pattern.. Kinda hard.. Hence need time to learn and practice it.. But not bad le ok.. For a mth I can learn all the patterns.. So far in the midst of Dan 3.. =x Will jia you.. :D Hopefully can get some medal back.. :D If I am able get a medal for this competition, I will retire after this from those TKD competition thing le.. Cause I learn TKD just for solely for passion only.. Nothing else..

For my life... ... It gets kinda better.. At least I enjoy the polytechnic I am in now.. Getting engross in my stuff.. Rather then slack till siaoz like last time.. At least I am living with some aim and goals in my life rather like last time.. Yea.. :D

However recently have been reflecting.. Those things are temporary only.. Cause I don't really have a firm and long term goal.. Still searching for it.. Yea.. Want to have a goal or aim that can occupy my after my poly graduation and NS.. Other then that... ...also find that Im somehow pathetic.. Hmm.. I am one with flaws instead of forte.. Im not good at everything.. Really.. Everything.. Lousy leader, useless person and so on and forth.. Hmm.. Man.. Start to wonder why Im put to this Earth for.. Hopefully can have changer in my life for the better..

Hmm.. Looking around I also find that all my friends generally are occupied.. Yea.. Means they got partner.. So sad that Im still alone.. This let me have flash back of what happened on the christmas 2 yrs back... ... A slightest error that made me regret till now.. Seriously.. Although I have learnt to let go from this incident, it is still the biggest mistake and regret of my life.. Hmm.. A mistake that I did not learn to treasure what I have got.. A regret that I did not salvage the situation.. How I hope I can turn back time... ... ... After all that reflection of thoughts.. I would really want to tell you.. "My feeling for you hasn't fade off abit.. It had only been blinded at time when I need someone to be there.. You are IRREPLACABLE in my heart.."

Hmm.. Let this serve me as a reminder to bear in mind that I have to treasure what I have got, always.... From this I can only tell people as an advice that I find it most meaningful.. "Tresaure what you have got befor you lose it and then regret when it is too late.." ..

~Ghost