"Those who have the ability and power to help yet they did nothing to help it must share the guilt and responsibility for the dire outcome.. "

~Ghost

Hmm.. What left over now are only memories.. Memories that let me be who I am today.. MY life's gonna start afresh huh.. Kinda glad about it..

Learning to let go is not that easy.. But finally done that.. And I learned how to.. :) Looking back.. Hmm.. How screwed up my life once was.. But now not anymore.. I shall control my life.. I will never let ppl control my life.. Nor fate that always sport fun of people..

Now I look at people around me.. Hmm.. Seems like its time I needa do smth to help out the society.. There are lotsa unfortunate people who really need help.. Kinda sad that those who have the ability to help doesnt.. In fact is those many commoners come together as a whole to help.. Its kinda sad.. Sigh.. Hope things will turn out well for these unfortunate ones..

Hmm.. Ytd morning was telling my mom that I wanna get a bicycle.. But without listening to me she just say "NO!".. Haiz.. I think she is more stubborn then I am.. Anything also NO NO NO.. I have balanced the pros n cons and find thatt it is really worthwhile to get a bicycle.. A economical one yet rugged.. So can use to travel around.. Hmm.. Nvm.. Since she wun want to get one for me then I will save up to get one myself.. Old ppl are like that.. Explaining stuff to them is like talking to walls.. -.-

Anyway for FT.. I have shared some of my principles with ya.. But dont mis-interprete the quotes k? They have several meanings de.. So take ya time to apply the principle.. You will find them useful at some point of time.. As for your friend.. I gotta agree with her.. Cause I shouldnt be meddling with my friends life.. I will have to let them learn to fall and pick themselve up.. But during those times of picking yaself up is the hardest.. But dont worry.. Just remember.. I will be there with you.. Cause you are my buddy.. A friend in need is a friend indeed.. I know cause I have been through those kinda days.. 3 years plus in hell for me in fact.. Those were the days that once torture me.. Anyway I sincerely want to thank that friend of yours for reminding me.. :)

Thats all for today.. Kinda isomia nowadays so cant really sleep.. Gaming time.. X)

~Ghost