Hmm.. So long never blog oready.. Damn blogger server break down.. -..- Yea.. So many things happened recently.. Yea.. So many thing to do too yet got so little time.. Yea..

Start with good news 1st.. Well.. I just got a Crumpler Sling Bag.. :D YAY!! 'The Western Lawn' model.. Yea.. Its brown and orange.. What a good contrasting colour.. Really love it loads.. :D Have yearn to own a sling bag since last year.. =x But my wish is finally fufilled after I used the ang pao my parents gimme for my birthday.. Was given 150 in total.. But the bag cost 95 bucks.. So yea.. Can only afford 'The Western Lawn' model.. Economical.. But its rugged and durable tho.. From the material can see and feel.. :D Never really mind bout the model.. Cause it is cosidered as a present from my parents.. So anything from them I will accept.. Indirectly tho.. :D Well.. At least i use the money on smth useful this time ok.. Not like last time waste it on junk stuff.. =x For the remaining amt of money.. I blew it on bills and daily expenses.. Well.. I just can meet my day needs so yea.. =x Gotta be thrifty somehow.. =x

CRUMPLER BAG ROCKS.. :D

Now the bad news.. =x Hmm.. Really gotta lotsa things to do.. But I got not enought time.. T.T How i hope there is 25 hours everyday.. =x Now I got some projects waiting for me to do.. Really morale low tho but I will turn the impossible to possible.. I will finish all my task as the deadline is given.. Im sure I can do it and I will.. Project for me are Light Chaser and Creativity invention for now.. Light Chaser is ok.. Cause what I have to do is only follow the drawing of the circuits tho I have to re-arrange it.. The rest are just hands skills which I dont think there is any prob for me as I have just tried out soldering things on circuit board myself.. Hence pick up the skills myself.. :D For creativity.... ....me and my partner Jansen nidda come up with new ideas to propose to teacher.. If teacher accept the proposal then good.. If not.. Come up with new ideas agn lo.. =x Hmm.. But so far our idea has been rejected.. Sad.. Nidda come up with new ideas.. Damn that goddamnit module.. Why must school come up with such a s2pid module.. Seriously being creative cant earn a living in spore la.. Only licking balls can do.. I think school should start teaching students on how to lick balls instead..

Up ahead there is still C# programming project and PCB board design wating for me.. Those are killers tho.. If one F up those projects... ...there goes his 1st sem.. Bye Bye.. Nidda repeat agn.. Cause for this module our grades are mainly on projects.. So yea.. Finally my english language project.. That one still can do.. I have got ideas for proposal oready.. So yea.. Can relax for tt.. But ths rest.. Its strangling me like hangman..

Gonna to get a tablet PC soon.. But come to think of cost.. WTF.. Man.. Now before earn $$$ nidda study.. And study need $$$.. WTF.. $$$ have not roll in but its oready rolling out instead.. Spore really sucks sia.. Damn it.. Really feel sianz now.. Morale low.. Who cares? Who can help? Nobody.. Nevermind.. Depending on myself is better then depending on others.. Those so called friends will leave me in lurch when I really need help.. And they help with terms and condition apply.. Life's like that.. So yea.. Don't ever tell me how nice tomorrow can be or how nice the world can be.. I will tell you "FUCK YOU!!".. It can only be nice when you have $$$..

~Ghost
Sian-sation and pissed..

Hmm.. Long time never come here to blog oready.. Kinda abit lazy and nth to blog about.. Yea.. That's why my blog are only updated after a period of time.. Hahz.. Yea.. My apologies to those who frequent drop by my blog and hope to see some update but end up to disappoint you instead.. Really sorry..

Hmm.. 3rd week of poly life.. Well... ... Poly life is kinda slack yet busy.. Hmm... How should I put it.. Well.. Slack because of the subjects that we had per day.. If like secondary school subjects,we will be only considered studying bout 3 subjects per day.. Lolx.. Kinda slack huh.. For the busy.. Hahz.. The projects.. Kinda got 4-5 projects.. Not really big ones but could kills if not properly done.. Cause our semester result are from there.. And attendance.. Written test I think very little percentage only.. Yea..

So far my class is still fine.. Tho there are some smell of gunpowder.. But is ok.. Cause just some small attitude incident.. Lolx.. Im suppose our class will still be united no matter what.. Yea.. Only my class from ECCE course move around the campus in a class.. Almost.. Lolx.. Yea.. Unbelievable right.. Lolx.. :P

For school work.. Everybody is working so hard.. Only me kinda slack.. =x Lolx.. Yea.. Gotta buck up le.. Not least... ... Now I don't play that much BF2 le ok.. :P Yea.. But I still can adapt to poly life and can catch up fast.. Xcept fot maths.. The killer.. I don't know that engineering maths = C maths.. @.@ WTH.. Lolx.. Kinda compilcated.. But nvm.. I shall master it.. :D Impossible is nothing.. Lolx.. :P The rest of the things regarding my course are fun.. Practical.. Project.. Computer programming.. Playing with "spiders" and resistor or capacitor.. Kinda fun.. Lolx.. Play while we learn.. :D Like playhouse like that.. :P

For my TKD.. Gonna take part in poomse competition le.. Have to learn Dan 1 to 4 pattern.. Kinda hard.. Hence need time to learn and practice it.. But not bad le ok.. For a mth I can learn all the patterns.. So far in the midst of Dan 3.. =x Will jia you.. :D Hopefully can get some medal back.. :D If I am able get a medal for this competition, I will retire after this from those TKD competition thing le.. Cause I learn TKD just for solely for passion only.. Nothing else..

For my life... ... It gets kinda better.. At least I enjoy the polytechnic I am in now.. Getting engross in my stuff.. Rather then slack till siaoz like last time.. At least I am living with some aim and goals in my life rather like last time.. Yea.. :D

However recently have been reflecting.. Those things are temporary only.. Cause I don't really have a firm and long term goal.. Still searching for it.. Yea.. Want to have a goal or aim that can occupy my after my poly graduation and NS.. Other then that... ...also find that Im somehow pathetic.. Hmm.. I am one with flaws instead of forte.. Im not good at everything.. Really.. Everything.. Lousy leader, useless person and so on and forth.. Hmm.. Man.. Start to wonder why Im put to this Earth for.. Hopefully can have changer in my life for the better..

Hmm.. Looking around I also find that all my friends generally are occupied.. Yea.. Means they got partner.. So sad that Im still alone.. This let me have flash back of what happened on the christmas 2 yrs back... ... A slightest error that made me regret till now.. Seriously.. Although I have learnt to let go from this incident, it is still the biggest mistake and regret of my life.. Hmm.. A mistake that I did not learn to treasure what I have got.. A regret that I did not salvage the situation.. How I hope I can turn back time... ... ... After all that reflection of thoughts.. I would really want to tell you.. "My feeling for you hasn't fade off abit.. It had only been blinded at time when I need someone to be there.. You are IRREPLACABLE in my heart.."

Hmm.. Let this serve me as a reminder to bear in mind that I have to treasure what I have got, always.... From this I can only tell people as an advice that I find it most meaningful.. "Tresaure what you have got befor you lose it and then regret when it is too late.." ..

~Ghost